Insights and Reflections ….
June 25, 6:30 a.m.: Everyday is a new beginning, there’s no right, no wrong, just is ….
How am I following my heart today? I’m storytelling at the Malvern Family Resource Centre Fair….
What’s so Awesome About That? What’s great, I’ve overcome perfectionism, I am putting myself out there…. I will not fake it, till I make it…. my strength and power is authenticity…. I don’t know the stories, I wanted to tell well enough by heart…. I will read them…. How am I getting closer to my goal of being an awesome storyteller, I will tell them the story of why I am reading the stories and not telling them ….
How can it get better than this?
Get 3 really good kick ass stories under my belt…..
I know one, the three little pigs …… I’m gonna do it!
Part of me is screaming, that’s not good enough, it’s been done before, why the f’k didn’t you make the time to learn more stories, why didn’t you want to learn the stories, there is a disconnect with what I can visualize myself doing and where I actually am… the good news, big visions will lead to great accomplishments…. the get er done part…. plan the habits that will lead you to your visions…… follow my heart, but man, my heart wants me to travel with so much more energy and skills than I have, I’m going to have to bust my butt to get there, I can’t drive that fast yet…..
The journey of a thousand miles starts with the first “baby step” , keep on keeping on, don’t quit, get over yourself, get out of your way, get on your side, and get it done…….. now go…….
Insight: I am writing my own horoscope and tarot card…….
Had I had the habits I have now, I would have been in a lot better shape to go through the massage therapy program, one of our assignments was to keep a daily log, I didn’t have that habit then ….. Had I not busted my butt during my first term at the school, I wouldn’t have had the habits that brought me to where I am today, I have my dream job because I aimed high, failed, and readjusted, I can now get to work everyday by 8:30 am, now that is an amazing accomplishment…
so it’s ok, to dream big, not all talk and no action dream big, but, dream big, fail if necessary and bubble bust readjust kind – visions, set to plans in “e-motion”…… kinds of plans are the ones for this girl 
Follow-up: remember to talk at the end of the day about, yoga as a way of like, a path to self-enlightenment and how you are going to set yourself up to live it for a year, write a book about it ……
June 25, evening wrap-up - will say it right, keep it tight… simple isn’t always easy… It’s going to take a lot of discipline to do a late night post…. I’m thinking I should do it earlier, 1. it will keep me focused for the rest of the evening… 2. it will get done before I’m too tired to do it…..
The storytelling didn’t happen… It rained….. People used the tents to park their strollers. The music was blaring from the DJ tent… I didn’t take my toys and go home…. Made contacts with some of the community outreach workers…. Decided… how does it get better than this…. I had a captive audience and I didn’t even have to pay to feed them. There were lineups for food, face painting, games, you name it… So instead of being a storyteller, I passed out bookmarks and told everyone about the library’s Dial A Story program. The people were bored and only too happy to talk to me.. handedout 210 bookmarks… that’s a lot of stories, in a lot of languages … bubble bust readjust… Am looking to consolidate me digital assets… use what I already have to build a business…. more tomorrow… goodnight, sleep well, you deserve it….love, Janet
June 26, 2011 – 4:44 musings….
How am I following my heart today?
Blogging my morning musings, sharing with the world, daring to be different, in the hopes that others will be inspired to be their own person….
Will be incorporating the diamond light meditation process into my mornings... guided meditation…
Was very touched and inspired by Jaqueline Joy, her story, her work…
June 26, 2011,7:05 am…
How am I following my heart today? Getting into financial, physical, shape so that I have the energy to follow my heart at the speed it wants me to……. so I have to clear up the clutter in my physical world, bookeeping, start consolidating all the things I have… let go of what doesn’t serve me…. Get good habits ….
Insights: reframing really helps get the motivation to do things…. will be spending two hours using chaos efficiency method … one hour for apartment and the first hour… I’m going to get my ewebcanada website started….. I am claiming my power and my place on the internet…. using Steve Barnes, golden hour advice, 1 hour/day will bring me forward in a year…. use Bob Yeager’s advice, just do it, get over yourself, $10/day mindset…. Last Sunday that I work this session, if I work my summer right, I can generate enough income to cover 2 of my Sundays and I’ll only have to work on alternate ones….. Also today, I would like to start reading 5 pages of Steve Taylor’s book a day, I love him and want to honour him by reading it.. it’s an amazing book, just very hard to handle the subject matter… very intense… we’re worth it…
June 26 – need to get schedule to balance life, not just website…
last Sunday, get the summer of Sundays off…
get to play tennis next week, yeah.
goodnight
June 27 – How am I following my heart today..
Incorporating new good habits so that I can have the energy to travel at the speed my heart wants… freeing my world of clutter, financial and environmental ( new way to say, clean my apartment, pay my bills) – work my butt off at work, go play with Steve tonight…
Insight.. How does it get better than this, do more, be more, have more…
really like my new access tool… what’s right with me that I’m not getting…
Follow up… write an article in self-directed retreat section, write letter about your impressions of the Gaia observance ceremony in Delfin quest….
June 27, 2011, 11:50 pm..
neat experiment sent 66 people to the west 2.0 website… we’ll see if any convert to a sale. Decided it was my ego that used to say money wasn’t important. I’m looking for enough to be free to have the toys I want, go where I want to go when I want to…. Time for sleep, Sandi Krikowski wrote, dreaming with God… think I’ll try that.. Goodnight… J
June 28, 2011
How am I following my heart today?
Did my homework, am blogging, even if my head is about to explode.
Need to slow down, consolidate, do what I can at work to get the paper work done (quarterly report, statistics for outreach visits, committee faq report), spend time with Steve… just work on consolidating, building good habits for the next time it is time to create…. just breathe, be, recognize that down time is part of the creative process……
